chills

I just had the most terrible dream where Alba jumped off the balcony, because she didn't under that it would hurt. I saw her jump off and I was thinking shit. My heart racing, I rushed down the stairs... She was so limp - it was so lifelike! I took her to the hospital, but the vet wasn't in, and wouldn't be for the next few days. I was at a loss - didn't know what to do. Woke up in tears.

I hate that kind of dream. It's just one of those days... There's a bit of a dark cloud looming above me and I feel as though my heart were going to break.

But the good news is that Alba is very well and is too busy licking and chewing her foot to notice me. I'm wondering how she's doing mentally instead... This foot-biting has been going on for the past 15 minutes now.