7/30/2549

they're after me...

A nightmare....

In this dream, I lived in a really nice big apartment with Daeshy, and had my own room ... we had a little dog [it was the same dog I saw curled up next to the car tyre last night - the one I was playing with when Daeshy came to pick me up. "Why must you play with random dogs on the street?!"]. For some strange reason, we were missing a whole wall because there was some renovation work going on and everything was becoming dusty and dirty.

~~my interpretation: it's a bit metaphorical, isn't it? I guess there's still a few repairs to be made between us~~


However, to compensate, the building was allowing us to use this bigger better swimming pool that they didn't normally allow anyone to use.

I was trying to renovate my room - I really wanted a desk in it, which was in this storage space we had, and he was helping me do that...

Very vague dream...

At some stage I realised that I have to leave, that I can't stay, and I'm standing on the balcony with that dog, we're on the second floor, and I think we have to jump, it's the only way to escape, and I throw the dog down in a way I know she won't be injured. But she's scared, and she climbs back up the wall. I try to make her go down again, and once again she climbs back up the two stories.

~~my interpretation: I guess I'd never really go...~~


I decide I may as well pack before I go, since I'm going to have to take the door now. The sound of the 6 p.m. prayers (Muslim prayers) float in through the window, except they sound like the 6 a.m. morning call to prayer.

I'm trying to pack, but I can't decide which shoes to wear, and because of the missing wall, the neighbours can see into the apartment as I pack. [the apartment now has 2 floors and spans between the 8th and 9th floors] Then Daeshy is there and he's acting all cold because I am leaving. "Who's going to take over your room?"

I'm shocked that that is all he's thinking about when my life is in danger and I have to leave because of that. He sees I'm in shock, and gently says - "How about Ginny? She and her mother are in town." I was really upset, and thought I really should find a way to stay, no matter what happens to me...

~~that says it all~~


...... what a random dream?

there were lots of weird little details that I won't even start trying to describe, because they just don't make enough sense to be able to describe

... and anyhow, what on Earth has happened to Miss Ginny Loh?

Uncontactable!