วุ่นวายไปหมด or 'wun waai pai mot'
I couldn't think of a proper English way to express what I just did in Thai... it kind of means 'been very busy' but it has an added element of being very confused and flustered at the same time... chaotic...
I'm having a very very very hard time thinking of the future three years from now. I just can't do it. I can't think of the future six months from now either, which is something I really really really need to start doing. I'm busting my head and losing sleep over a certain issue that has arisen... dammit, I can't even think ahead more than three weeks from now, if even that!
Anyhow... change of topic...
So yes... here I am in Thailand... on the last day of my grandmother's funeral someone called me just as I was saying goodbye to the attendees who were not in the direct line of the family from Khun Yai. I couldn't really hear anything properly so I assumed it was somebody I knew... and to cut a long story short, arranged a meeting with this guy I've never met before...
So it turns out that he (P'Yo) saw me walking with this friend of his, 'Oi' (or P'Oi for me)... and somehow decided then and there that he would 'maa jiip hai dai' and is very very direct about it. Oh, boy. It's been entertaining, to say the least.
haha... getting attention is nice... but I'm not sure if I want that attention at all.
I weighed myself this morning... yay! I've lost almost three kilos after leaving Australia... still feeling very fat though. And I'll have to control my eating habits once there so I don't go getting all fat again in the winter. I better enrol in those kickboxing classes again... start over. and maybe dance. I better just make the time for those kinds of activities. I was thinking of quitting smoking and starting a more 'healthy' life-style... I just need the same internal motivation that makes me vegan to propel me to stop smoking. I don't eat animal meat or products (dairy, eggs, fishsauce, etc.) of any kind because I feel bad for the animals that suffer. But why doesn't that apply internally? I do things that I know are bad for me... why?
Oh... well... the answer will come one day... I'm sure.
I'm having a very very very hard time thinking of the future three years from now. I just can't do it. I can't think of the future six months from now either, which is something I really really really need to start doing. I'm busting my head and losing sleep over a certain issue that has arisen... dammit, I can't even think ahead more than three weeks from now, if even that!
Anyhow... change of topic...
So yes... here I am in Thailand... on the last day of my grandmother's funeral someone called me just as I was saying goodbye to the attendees who were not in the direct line of the family from Khun Yai. I couldn't really hear anything properly so I assumed it was somebody I knew... and to cut a long story short, arranged a meeting with this guy I've never met before...
So it turns out that he (P'Yo) saw me walking with this friend of his, 'Oi' (or P'Oi for me)... and somehow decided then and there that he would 'maa jiip hai dai' and is very very direct about it. Oh, boy. It's been entertaining, to say the least.
haha... getting attention is nice... but I'm not sure if I want that attention at all.
I weighed myself this morning... yay! I've lost almost three kilos after leaving Australia... still feeling very fat though. And I'll have to control my eating habits once there so I don't go getting all fat again in the winter. I better enrol in those kickboxing classes again... start over. and maybe dance. I better just make the time for those kinds of activities. I was thinking of quitting smoking and starting a more 'healthy' life-style... I just need the same internal motivation that makes me vegan to propel me to stop smoking. I don't eat animal meat or products (dairy, eggs, fishsauce, etc.) of any kind because I feel bad for the animals that suffer. But why doesn't that apply internally? I do things that I know are bad for me... why?
Oh... well... the answer will come one day... I'm sure.