7/18/2548

Peace!

What on earth does hostility prove?

I feel that my parents are being hostile to me because of bad grades this one semester... I know my dad reads this, and I know he probably thinks I shouldn't be blogging this. But it somehow didn't fit into the context of our discussion on uni fees.

I already feel bad that I did badly in the semester. I already have made up my mind to try harder. But getting this sort of hostility when I actually need a little bit of support is just downright demoralising. I've been feeling quite depressed because of it.

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I went to uni today... didn't get much done. I was meant to handle a lot of the admin stuff. But I didn't feel up to it after not having slept at all last night.

I got my timetable last week, and on that timetable I had Uni only on Tuesdays - Thursdays. And just out of the blue, they changed all my allocations today, and all of a sudden, things clash on my schedule. So when I got home from Uni, I started re-allocating myself into classes on the internet, and the only way to avoid clashes was to schedule stuff for today! How annoying! I went all the way to uni, and I would have had class today if the admin at Monash hadn't screwed up my allocations. *sigh* C'est la vie. As they say.

Tomorrow should be a better day, hopefully...?

A long day... 9 a.m. to 8 p.m.... With 5 hours of break in between! *sigh*

Got to get some sleep.