Missing you...

Haven't seen you since...

Since ...

I started my new job... since last Sunday I haven't seen you... or have I? My memory is shocking. Did I see you Tuesday night? I don't know, it just seems too long ago somehow. I DID see you Tuesday.

But, I miss you, and I don't want to pick up the phone and call you because I'm afraid you'll be too busy to talk to me, or angry with me because I was out last night...

*sigh*

***edit***

There's a f***ing spy network out to get me... I can't miss people I care about, and go about my own musings without people getting all offended...

I'M NOT a structured person. I change my mind every three seconds... and I don't mean things that I write or say to hurt anyone. Things I say and do are true in that moment, and nothing is the same over an extended period of time...

As Bhante Nagasena said:
"A life lasts only as long as a thought lasts"

Everything is true only for a moment.... and semblance of continuiety is but an illusion brought on by a quick succession of moments....

Each moment is true... but what is also true is that there is no past, no future...

Just like a sound comes from a flute - from nothing - and fades away - as nothing. Nothing exists except for this moment.