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Melbourne Supper Club

*Phew* what a night... It's 6:30 p.m. and I just woke up one hour ago. It was raining all day, so my bones just melted together in my bed and I slept like a fossil.

I seem to have disappointed a couple guys last night - Georg and Nathan, who seemed to have some misconceptions about being the ones who would be in the centre of my attention all night... Far from it... I was running around the whole place chatting with the millions of ISO friends I had there. By the end of the ball, both of them looked thoroughly dejected. The after-party at the loft was a lot of fun, and for once, I didn't spend the entire night whining about the hiphop/rap/r&b music. I even enjoyed myself thoroughly, spending most of the night dancing with Tenzing, Kenny, Bernard, and Melvin. Around three we left the loft and went to the supperclub... I think that was the most enjoyable part of the evening - really sitting down and having a chat with the boys... It was especially nice to have Tenzing open up to me about his mother, and to see the relationships between Bernard and Tenzing unfold. Kenny is an interesting one - he seems to be somewhat shifty and doesn't really reveal much about himself, but he's fun to have around, I suppose.

Bernard seems to have calmed down a lot from the time when I first met him - and he's now much easier to speak to - really happy to have him as a friend - but then again, I think a lot of girls are. Bernard, you're so sweet! Thanks!

Tenzing has been a bit of a tough nut to crack, but he strikes me as somebody who really has an aim and objective in mind, and uses these to propel himself through life, not letting go of his ideals at any point. I have a lot of respect for that, as I'm the opposite myself... I let life propel me and hang on to those things that I pick up along the way.

I've gotten this sense of forboding as far as my "thing" is going... as much as I'd like it to work, I'm wondering if it could, really? Perhaps I'm just ready to give things up too easily again?