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Confusion

Oh boy. My parents must be getting so sick of me... yesterday I talked to him for one hour and to my mother for one hour in a fit of indecisiveness.



I've been worrying about my arts degree being totally worthless on its own, given my field of interest. So I whined at my dad about it for ages yesterday, until he got fed up and once again told me to go study economics. This time I actually listened to him, and went and looked up the double degree course, and spent until four thirty in the morning thinking about it. It looks like I'm in for an internal transfer again. *sigh*

But it doesn't seem too bad. Actually, I can see philosophy and politics being good backups for economics, so why not?

Now the only ting that is really confusing me is this proposition by my 'thing'? Basically, I like this idea... the only problem is this doubt in my mind, because I know he was dishonest to his previous girlfriend, and I was party to that. And that doesn't rest well with me morally: to trust or not to trust?




I want answers!!! Grrr!

(hey, this eye thing is pretty fun... I've just been experimenting with publishing parts of my face after mucking about with the brightness and contrast...teehee)