Must not call

So worried, and keep telling myself not to pick up the phone cos it's better that way *sigh*

Breathe in... it's all fine... breathe out, don't panic

There are two 3,000 word essays and 4.5 hours worth of minutes (equivalent to 9 hours of work!) to do before too long...

And I'm worrying about a person instead and eating lots of popcorn cos it makes me feel better...

Aaarrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!